Tuesday, January 12, 2010

lost in the moment singing taylor swift down unfamiliar roads

Man I miss those days. I miss summer, the way we just met, but found ourselves so comfortable in the friendship, it was like we'd known each other for a long time. I mean, it didn't matter where we came from, that was the magic of it all: that summer brought us together despite all our differences.
I remember when you guys were so determined to find K-town and we walked on and on through unfamiliar roads. I remember how dark it was and how much the dark alleys creeped me out. I was scared but I knew I had you guys. I remember how we took a scary shortcut back and how we sang "you belong with me" the whole way back. That was the best summer ever.
& girls I remember how we snuck out the back at night and everything else.

I miss you guys so incredibly much.
xoxo

Friday, January 1, 2010

2010.

What a year. Actually, it was quite stressful but there are some memories I will never forget, and definitely a lot of people I'll remember for the rest of my life.
I guess people came in phases for me. At times, it seemed like people came and went, like one moment they were so close and the next moment, we could hardly communicate anymore. I don't really understand why a lot of things happened this year, but I can still be grateful for all the good moments of 2009. Even though people walked in and out of my life, I never regret the times we spent and the times we were close. If you ask me if I miss them, yes, of course I do, but some things change, and we can't go back.
2009 was a crazy year, to be honest. Not counting school-time stress, but relationships/friendships were not easy to handle.
You know that week in summer was really hard. The way you suddenly became so cold and distant, I still don't understand why. I don't really know what happened, but I guess that's the way things are.
I'm sorry. I didn't really know what I wanted until it really hit me and I realized that I can't do this right now. Please forgive me.
And wow, I did a lot of crazy things this year, those spur-of-the-moment teenage hormone-driven events? Hmm ya, not good. This christmas break in itself has been quite the unforgettable experience. It was fun while it lasted, but 2010, I have to move on. Maybe, one day, I'll see you again and it'll all come back. Maybe things will be different.
Class of '10. Whoa, when did that happen. It seems like just yesterday I remember G and I were digging through costumes in the tickle trunk and having poetry parties at school. How did those years pass so fast? Thank you to those that have been there, the ones that have been there from the beginning, and the ones that I've met along the way that have made the journey worthwhile.

2010. Deep breath. Here we go.