I don't know who to trust anymore. I guess maybe I didn't really know to begin with, or maybe a little part of me is scared to trust. Senior year. A friend once told me that this is the year you figure out who your real friends are. Sometimes it's so hard to let go of something even though you've fought for it, time after time. Is it giving up if keeping it up is such a struggle?
What happens when someone you've known for so long suddenly changes? I mean, we all change, but maybe we don't agree anymore. Maybe it's just too hard to keep this going, and I'm tired of trying so hard to make it work.
Why do you say one thing and do another? Then you give me that disapproving look when you don't like what I'm doing. I'm tired of this and it's breaking us up. Sometimes, I wish things would go back to normal, if that ever existed.
I don't know that this is going to work, but I know it's possible, and I hope it does. All these years weren't for nothing.
Tell me it's ok to believe.
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